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Acknowledging the impermanence of his presence in the forest, Caruthers is confronted with evidence of humanity\u2019s impact, realising that the very environment that once nurtured his identity is threatened by human existence. Despite this, his search for self continues as he embraces the uncertainty of finding a true reflection in the landscape.Nature itself is queer \u2014 a realm of alterity that speaks in a mysterious language of light, wind, and rain. \u2013 Ryan James Caruthers, 2023\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.delpireandco.com\/en\/produit\/i-thought-that-i-would-be-in-heaven-but-i-am-only-up-a-tree\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"I thought that I Would Be in Heaven But I am Only Up a Tree Ryan James Caruthers - delpire & co\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"In I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE IN HEAVEN BUT I AM ONLY UP A TREE, Ryan James Caruthers recounts his time spent in the forest as a child, escaping the societal challenges related to his identity. 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